Saturday, July 27, 2019

20 years of Kargill : When " Yeh Dil Maange More " was the anthem





The 2 decades when I felt that someone had intruded what was mine – my land and my freedom. 

The time when the unknown places seemed some forgotten pages of an atlas , when the same atlas showed some colour on paper but didnot show the difficult terrain or how much red the same places were going to be in the summer of 99, during the 60 day war. 

The bayonet wielding gutsy men transitioned from "Just a soldier" to “Heroes” 

20 something officers who marched to their deaths. 

Age didnt matter- seniors, juniors all lead- sometimes from the front, many a times creating feats of valour which gets written in military history forever. 

No mountain was ever so steep, no ridge ever so deep- their courage made it look all so small and insignificant. 

When the urge for freedom and the hunger for victory seemed to be all that mattered 

When carrying 2 extra magazines mattered more in the battle gear than 2 rotis. 

Hunger could wait, freedom couldnt. 

When we were instantly relocated from the comforts of our homes to the battlefields at the click of the tv remote. 

The battles raged for hours, when advancing even one step forward took excruciating minutes and retaking every post felt like exploiting chinks in the enemy armor. 

The time when artillery shells hitting targets and bombs hitting mountain peaks felt so satisfying. 

Those 2 decades.. 

Places which resembled ghost towns, having being abandoned in the shelling. 

Yet some civilians stayed behind, even though all they could serve passing convoys of trucks was just a cup of chai or a simple meal. 

When that phone call made from that STD booth or that satellite phone home, was the last one ever.

When these superheroes made us feel mere mortals as they did inhuman acts of bravery- marching into fortified sangars disregarding their own safety, pulling out machine guns with bare hands. 

They all carried on, despite being shot at, their planes crashing. 

Planes finding targets in the white expanse of blinding snow, like a needle in a white haysack. 

When graffiti adorned bombs in plain sight, gifts from raveena to Nawaz. 

When ground handlers didnot care about overtime, it was always "this time". 

527 killed, hundreds injured but all of them accorded welcomes and goodbyes reserved only for gods. 



As coffins passed through towns, time stood still , people lined up to say their goodbyes. 

When the children broke their piggybanks for the men in olive green and sky blue, wrote letters to defence HQ in whatever language they could communicate. 

Even before “ How`s the josh ?” there was “Yeh dil maange more” 

Before the “Strikes at Balakot” there was “ The assault on Tiger Hill” 

When battle cries resonated in the mountains , everyday. 

Those 2 decades, which are special because they taught us what is freedom and what all it takes to maintain it. 

When everyone played his part – the lady pilots in the choppers providing target guidance, the pilot you see on a bombing mission, that radio operator, that gunner, that signalman….even that driver of the army truck carrying ammo or medicines to the front. 

When the super heroes became legends for us. 

When Tololing, Mushkoh, Kagsar, Batalik would be permanently etched in our memory…for the lifetime…even after 20 years. 

Those 2 decades of kargill… 

An archival cover story 10 years after Kargill

Note: All these 20 years we have known the names of only select few soldiers who got their feats highlighted whereas each and every soldier played its part whether they were supplying food, medicines, ammo, loading bombs on the fighters well into their overtime or fighting on the frontlines..In recognition to the collective effort of all, this post does not directly name the select few. It was a collective effort and would always remain so. 

Memories honours and acknowledges the effort of each and every individual taking part in the war from all the 3 forces, well beyond 20 years after kargill…into the lifetime. 


Sunday, July 21, 2019

Kanpur to Lucknow: Following someone else`s car in a fog




There are instances of trips by road which leave you more than amused, surprised and then totally wondering years after they have ended. Also in the same grave or near death instances where you count your stars and be thankful that you are saved just in the nick of time and here is a small description of a brief trip and talk with my childhood friend and how we both escaped death as well as navigating our vehicle following someone else’s car. 

The distance between Kanpur Lucknow is said to be roughly 80 km and it’s just a bit more than that and the strap happened in the December 2016. Tungesh, my childhood friend was returning from Delhi by by road and the while crossing Kanchanaburi is me whether I was willing to go to Lucknow? I said yes, he gave me a destination to reach from wearing would pick me up and I waited. It was a cold, foggy night in Kanpur around 9 AM where visibility was playing havoc so I had shared my GPS location through whatsapp and reached me following that. 

The real fun started just after Unnao, around 20 km ahead of Kanpur where we witnessed a massive traffic jam or jams one after the other should I say.. He started playing rally car where he started cutting through jam by driving the hatchback on whatever off-road piece of dirt he could find and I became the navigator of the game Colin Mc Rally where being on the passenger side and started giving him directions and visibility instructions in regards to obstacles so that he might navigate easily. The conditions treacherous because there was no confirmed pattern of visibility - you could easily see for 600 m and then suddenly in a span of 10 seconds there was fog where your visibility was barely 50 m. We did not have the advantage of any fog lights. Once we got into a jam, we noticed a Maruti Gypsy with a blue beacon on the top and decided to follow it as the so-called VIP vehicle might find way through the jam by blaring its horn and beacon and we would follow suit. 

All we both needed was just clear road as we were fed up of navigating through jams. Our strategy worked partially because even though that Gypsy was ahead of us and we were using it as a benchmarker for our rally, I still had to watch out for the tabs in front. Just like a weapon systems operator in a fighter jet scanning his radar, I was trying to peel hard into the night, through the fog trying to make up the shape an outline of any roadside truck in which we both might crash…. And die. You won’t believe that I did manage to pick out five container trucks parked on the side of the road in which we might have crashed and it was not something which I could say with a definite ease. Whenever I had a hunch that there might be something, I told Tungesh to slow down and we did find a vehicle. 2 were instances where we were driving and at a seconds notice it became all foggy with zero visibility and Mr Schumacher still managed to drive. 

In between all that fog, trucks he managed to keep an eye on our blue beacon vehicle which we thought that we had lost somewhere in the numerous traffic jams and zero visibility. We did manage to regain our vehicle at least six times during the full distance between the two cities. It took us just around 2.5 hours to cover the whole distance between the two cities in such weather. When we had reached Lucknow did it struck us then- we had actually used up six different blue beacon vehicle as a guiding point in reality rather than initial one which we had actually thought of. So when we had lost track of one vehicle and were thinking that we founded some distance away from us, that was not the same vehicle part another different vehicle which we were actually following. 

So in total there were 6 different blue beacon vehicles on that day which we both mistook for one and using that as a benchmark covered more than 80 km in such a short span of time while cutting through jams, nearly crashing into the side of 18 wheeler trucks, following tail lights of other vehicles, peeling the eyes into the white blanket of fog trying to make out what’s in front of us….. Just to survive. 

We both worked as a team to get through but hats off to him who had driven non-stop from Delhi 500+ kilometres away in around 8 hours. He has been nagging me to write about this post for the last 2+ years and this time I fulfilled his wish. 

Following tail lights

Blinded


Max visibility

Sunday, July 7, 2019

When I was almost duped in the name of job





Unemployment is the biggest curse for everyone who wants a job and there comes a time when even the most seasoned person faces a situation when the circumstances cloud his better judgement. This is a small incident in my life when I also faced the same situation but got saved in the nick of time. 

It was the December 2015 when there was an advertisement in the employment news about a marketing positin in a Lucknow company. For those who have lived in Lucknow, they would vouch for the fact that getting a job in Lucknow is like gold dust. So I was excited but one thing which put me off and in suspicion was the fact that the company location was of a residential colony. Well, Lucknow is no East of Kailash New Delhi that there canbe company offices in residential areas ( well now that’s been sealed in Delhi too). So I went to see the location and the first signs of alarm bells rang the moment I saw the house. 

There was no company board outside the house, I presumed it to be the destination just by the exact house number it had been mentioned in the ad. Like the spidy senses of Spiderman, I knew it was all wrong from the very beginning but decided to proceed with caution because I needed a job and unemployment can push you to any lengths. The only thing in the red zone was a DD of 400/- which needed to be given alongwith the documents on the day of submission. So I got the DD made and studied the company profile on the internet. 

My last job in delhi had taught me how to look up the company profile on the Indian government website. The 1st shot of danger was when the incorporation date of the company was just 1.5 years back and the capital of the company was shown to be just few lakhs between 3 directors. Just to be safe, I called up the company and the lady there assured me that nothing except the documents and the DD would be taken on the submission date. Miracles happen and any small company can make it big so you cant say from the outset that its all wrong. The day on which it was supposed to be the submission date, I found the house all quite as I could not find any crowd at all. When I was about to ring the bell to the house, I found a notice pasted on the side of the gate that the submission date has been extended for a week and the same has been informed to the police and the press. I had heard about anticipatory bail, here I was reading about anticipatory notice. 

Now I was damn sure that it was all fishy and after a week on the specified date when I went there, I found all hell broken loose as I had anticipated. All candidates had created a ruckus in the colony outside the house. The girls were crying while the boys had taken the furniture out on the road. Turned out that the company had wound up and was not in a position to offer the said numerous posts it was offering in the ad. Boys and girls from the adjoining cities of Lucknow had also applied in the hope of a job but it all amounted to nothing. It was a waste of time, money and anticipation on every candidate`s part. 

I enjoyed the spectacle for a considerable amount of time before I laughed it off and retuned home.. The DD was safely returned to the bank and after deduction of some charges, it was cancelled. Although I trusted my investigative nature and warning signs when applying to the company, the situation is more dangerous for others who are unable to research so much about a company when they are unemployed. Don’t know that it might have been a last hope for how many people. Unemployment is a curse…